Life taught me that when you love somebody you have to forgive and forget. Looking back I see my mistakes now.
I loved you and you loved me back. You were bold, caring and selfless, but what really draw me to you were your piercing blue eyes and before I knew it I got addicted to your presence and fully- awarded attention. You treated me like a princess and to me you were my knight in shinny armor, but… we were not ready for the closeness a life lived together gave us.
We rushed into moving together way to soon, instead of taking baby steps and it lead to our love fading away slowly. Our actions were untrue, cruel and harsh. I was selfish. We ended up hurting each other with indifferent words and actions. I wish I was wiser and knew what to say and how to act, instead I chose to hide myself in my work, which led us to forgetting hoe to be friends. We were strangers living under the same roof.
My only wish now is for us to meet again and re-bond our friendship. I do not wish us to be a couple again because I know this is impossible. I do wish I had someone, back then, who could tell me that sometimes no saying or not acting in any way means everything.
Maybe one day everything will come back to normal and the two of us could see each other without resentments.
